Definition of a blog; an online diary.

Is a diary really something you let people see? If so, then why did people make diaries with locks and keys attached?

What happens when you can no longer blog about the things that really matter to you when the people who read it are those who are bothering you?

Do you still blog without a care? Or do you have to hide what matters?

It is with such a thought in mind that I wonder if anything I really want to say can be posted in here. But I will try, because this is, after all, a place you share your joys and unhappiness with. And who cares about those who do not matter.

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Merry Xmas everyone!~

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Da jie's birthday was on the 22nd, and the whole family and her boyfriend celebrated with her at East Coast with a seafood dinner. Yum yum indeed lol... Sorry we were too hungry to take pics of the food beforehand.

Happy 22nd Birthday Sis!!!

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I spent the 23rd at a long overdued gathering with my primary school mates. It's not their fault of course, I'm the one who's always unavailable lol. We had dinner at cafe cartel (I still don't like that place by the way >.<) and while we still had some time to spare before the movie, we took pics...

There only being 3 girls, one of whom was with her boyfriend, us girls were like "models" or so the guys said as they "fought" to take photos with us lol... The pics are with glen, so I'll have to post them up another day.

And the movie we watched was.... Death Note 2: The Last Name!!!

Damn I love that show, but I hate the ending!!!

+Spoiler alert!!+

I know Light had to be stopped, and already guessed that Ryku would be the one to kill him buuuuut!!! WhyyyyyY! What bothered me was probably Misa's sadness lol... She is really one damn cute girl, I'm guessing any guy who watches that show will surely love her if not like her at the very least. She is adorable!!! I'm a girl and I like her! Lol... Maybe my collegues are right, I must be going homo lol...

This movie I give 8 out of 10! Minus 2 cause they let Light die and they did not follow the original plot closely enough lol...

Anyway after the movie, I think it was 2am, and time to head back. Lol, not enough drivers in the group that day so we couldn't stay out later. Glen offered to drive us 2 girls back along with louis and yaohui, and because of some joke, we ended up "touring" the old chua chu kang cemetery! Lol... Poor yihui...

I have to admit though, it was my first time in a cemetery (in a car but nevertheless!) and I would probably have been scared stiff if I were not with 4 other people. Pretty creepy, especially the chinese one. *Shivers*

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The 24th was a comical event and I know that anyone who reads this will certainly laugh, be it at me or with me.

I guess my biggest mistake was to forget to have lunch? Read on to understand.

A collegue, cc, was having a bbq party at his place and a few of us were invited. Me, particularly because his wife wanted to poison me lol! Kidding!

There were 5 of us in all, jolynn, js, jeff and his *erhem* princess, not forgetting me, and jeff picked jolynn and I up even though it was quite out of the way. (hehe, appreciate that)

When we got there, the 5 of us sat down to eat but not 10 minutes later did cc bring us some bottles of vodka.

+I have to state now that I have no experience in drinking, and all encounters with such liquids more often then not leave me with a terrible aftertaste and a memory I would rather forget.+

Thinking I'd just have a few sips, I picked a cranberry flavoured one (red's my favourite in case anyone failed to notice) and drank. Three quarters of a bottle later, all of us were in cc's bedroom going through his wedding photos, (lol, cc why never see you smile until so big at work one leh? =P) and my face was feeling a little hot.

10 minutes later, we are downstairs eating chicken wings (that'll be me) and watching television. Cc passes me a cup of warm water to help me curb my nausea. (Ohoh...)

Another 10 minutes pass before I find myself at the kitchen basin throwing up what I had just eaten not half an hour before. I think to myself, "Shit, do I really suck that badly at drinking? And to do this at a collegue's party!!! Shit shit shit..."

I thought I was fine after drinking some green tea but I thought wrong... 3 minutes later, I'm rushing back in to the kitchen again but before I could do anything, I think I actually blacked out for a moment there and fell like a stone to the ground.

At this point in time, everything around me is kind of blurry and I'm not sure what happens but someone seem to have dragged me to the kitchen door before I fall again lol (think stars and chirping birds). By then js and jeff are in the kitchen and dragging me out the door and I hear someone saying to bring me upstairs as I am thinking I'm not going to make it, before I mumble that I need to throw up again and run back to the basin lol!

Now I really want to thank jeff and cc for looking after me while I was "spouting like the merlion" like cc says lol. Jeff was there to pat my back and later support my head while I stretched out on a chair in a daze. I think he was so afraid I was going to slide to the ground haha.. I believe at that time I was really rather out of it because I actually went, "Hey.. See so much bee hoon..." as I "analysed" the stuff in the basin. =X

After a long while to ensure I would not throw up anymore, js and cc had to half-carry me upstairs to the guest bedroom and cc brought out hot water and a towel and kept changing the towel over my head as well as massage my temper. (Not sure what it's for but it's really soothing and he says it keeps the headaches at bay.)

The whole time my eyes were closed as I tried to keep my nausea down but I know how troublesome it was to have to look after me. =X So thank you!! You two are like the big brothers I never had hehe...

All of them stayed in the room accompanying me after I dozed off and only waited till I woke up gradually before leaving. Jeff sent me home and even saw me to my door even though his gf was in the car. So sorry for the trouble!!! =X 

Now think, all this for 3/4 of a small miserable bottle of vodka mixer!!

Erm... Finished laughing yet? >.<

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A new perspective, much unlike before.