I had a dream last night/today and it involved a guy. Sad to say, I cannot, for the life of me, recall what that guy looked like. I only remember that in my dream, he was someone I had strong feelings for and I had been surprised when he reciprocated my feelings, and also that he was very cute lol...
Perhaps it's just my subconscious mind wishing for a partner, but it was a sweet dream and I wish I had slept longer.
I recall how I used to dream of him, searching for him, running about in a craze because I know he is in danger. I don't get such dreams anymore and I feel relieved, because I hated those dreams.
Knowing that you care so much for someone yet feeling so frustrated when that someone takes your concern and flushes it down a toilet bowl.
He always took me for granted and it did not change even when he said he'd learnt his lesson. Goes to show that the saying "A leopard can never change its spots" is, pardon the pun, spot on.
Some people learn from their mistakes, others, make more mistakes.
Perhaps that's what him and I have been doing; just making more mistakes.
I wish I was happier.
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Paying tribute, moving time.
Posted at 09:13 am by
LiJing
