How would you feel if someone hurt you and used you, then bitched about you to all his friends and blamed you as the cause of his troubles, yet out of nowhere calls to apologise for hurting you?
Would you forgive him? Or would you hold a grudge? Would you even think of ways to take revenge?
How would you even know if he means what he says? How do you know if he's not about to turn around and bitch about you yet again? How can you believe when he claims he is sorry?
The answer to all that, is that you don't. You don't know if he is telling the truth. You don't know what he is planning. You don't know if somebody put him up to it for whichever purposes. You just don't.
No one will ever know what other people are thinking, because they can't see into their minds, no matter how well they know a person or think they do.
Just like how no one knew what she was hiding, even as she screamed out her dislikes. No one knew what she might have been thinking, even as she did the things she did. Is she as simple as she looks? As nice as she seems? Or does everyone have on a facade? That no one knows anyone else anymore?
It is amazing how people sometimes try their utmost best to hurt others, to feel a sense of satisfaction when that person falls in pain. What would it do for you if I were hurt? Would my pain give you life?
Some people think that the task is upon themselves to save what's left on the earth, and to bring justice where it should. But how would you know what justice was? Who are you to judge another? Are you clean of all sins on earth? So pure and fair? If it were truly so, then you would not be judging another. Because it is human to fault, and unless you are not one yourself, take a good look at yourself first, for that is who you should be judging first.
How long does it take for some to move on? From facts of life to growing up. Moving on can mean so many thing, but you will ever only know the truth you want to believe.
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